IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME I WOULD LISTEN TO YOU WHEN YOU WERE TELLING ME THAT YOU DIDN’T THINK THAT I WOULD STAY FOCUSSED THAT LONG. I JUST KNEW THAT I HAVE BEEN LOYAL AND FAITHFUL WITH UTOPIA AND LATISHA FOR YEARS, I DID NOT SEE THE SIMPLE FACT THAT EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE NOT WITH ME ALL THE TIME THE MOMENTS I SHARED WITH THEM, WHEN I LOOKED THEM IN THERE EYES THAT GAVE ME ENOUGH TO HOLD ON TO. I NEVER HAD THAT WITH YOU, AND I DID NOT SEE THAT THEN, HONESTLY !
IF YOU THINK I WASN’T MAN ENOUGH FOR YOU IT IS COOL AND IF I WOULD HAVE LOOKED INTO YOUR PRETTY CHOCALATE FUDGE BROWN EYES OUR SITUATION WOULD BE THE EXACT OPPOSITE,…. STRAIGHT UP, FOR REAL WITH NO DOUBT !
HEY I AM ALIVE AND YOU ARE ALIVE AND THAT MEANS THAT GOD IS ON OUR SIDE SO I AM GOING DOWN TO BUY MY TICKET TO CANNADA, IF YOU PLAY SAY YES, BY FLOETRY ? AND I AM COMMING TO SEE MY BESTFRIEND TODAY. I ALREADY BOUGHT MY TICKET SO I AM LEAVING ANYWAY, NOT TO CANNADA AND NOT TO CHICAGO, SO,……… I AM GOING TO LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE AND WHEN I LEAVE EARTH IT PROBALLY WOULD BE COOL CAUSE THE TWINS ARE ALREADY TEN YEARS OLD AND EVEN EVERYBODY KNOWS I TRIED TO CHANGE THINGS AROUND FOR THEIR FUTURE AND I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP NOT SAYING THAT I EVER WILL, THEIR MOTHER ALREADY TOLD THEM I AM ALREADY DEAD YOU OR NOBODY ELSE WILL EVER MENTION MY NAME WHEN IT COMES TO THE GOOD THAT LIVES INSIDE OF ME SO I WILL GROW OLD AS LESS THAN A MEMORY CAUSE NOBODY CARES ENOUGH TO SEE ME ALIVE RIGHT NOW SO,….. YOU ALREADY KNOW THEY PROBALLY DONT WANT TO REMEMBER ME LATER,……….. YOU SEE I SAW THIS WHOLE THING A LONG TIME AGO IN MY SLEEP,…. IT WAS A NIGHTMARE AND THE OTHER DREAM WAS A HORSE OF THE COMPLETELY OPPOSITE COLOR,…….. I WAS SHOWN BY GOD AND CHRIST FOR A REASON AND I STILL DONT KNOW WERE I WENT WRONG, WHAT IS IT THAT I DID, OR WHAT IS IT THAT I DID NOT DO,….. I HAVE TO ASK MYSELF ? NO NAME THE ANONOMOUS WRITER, OR SHOULD I SAY THE LIVING GHOST-WRITER,………. PEACE

DONT TRIP YOU ALWAYS HAVE A FRIEND IN ME NOT ABOUT THE MATERIAL, THAT MEANS MUSIC ALSO,……… I WILL MAKE BETTER SONGS HOWEVER I IT SOUDS I DONT GIVE UP ON MUSIC ITS JUST THAT YOUR FRIENDSHIP COMES FIRST AND FORMOST. SO KEEP YOUR HEAD UP, WOMAN. CURTIS JACKSON MADE THIS SONG WITH JOE AND I WAS NOT INVOLVED ? THAT IS PROBALLY WHY I WAS NOT ON THE VISITORS LIST AT INNERSCOPE TODAY TUESDAY 6/22/04 , I GUESS THEY ARE THREW WITH ME NOW I DONT KNOW ? THEY ALWAYS CAME BEFORE THE MONEY AND THE MUSIC WITH ME. FETTYCHICCO

WELL WE CAME TO TUNNEL OF AMBITION AND I AM AFRAID I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO LEAVE HERE AND NOT GO BACK TO CHICAGO AND PUT ALL THIS NEW-MUSIC IN COPY RIGHTS AND PUSH IT ON MY OWN. EVERYONE CAN LIE TO YOU ABOUT MY MUSIC, THEY CAN NOT LIE TO GOD OR CHRIST NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY TRY. AND LOVE~EE I THOUGH YOU WOULD HELP ME GET MY ALBUM OUT, YEAH I CAN FEEL IT LET IT BURN, I DONT WANT TO TREAT YOU BAD AND I FEEL THAT THE FEELINGS ARE NOT MUTUAL. I TOLD YOU ABOUT LATASHA, LITISHA, AND UTOPIA WHEN I MET YOU OVER THE NET, JANET. REMEMBER WHEN I TOLD YOU ABOUT THE CONDOM THAT BROKE ON ME, THAT WAS LATASHA.
SO GOOD BYE LOVE~EE SINCE YOU GOTTA GO!
FETTYCHICCO 6/22/04 AND THIS IS A LOVETOLOVEYA4LIFE@YAHOO.COM BROADCAST PEACE