TO make this short; ” I KNEW R. KELLY UP CLOSE AND KIND OF PERSONALLY WHEN I WAS YOUNGER BEFORE HE BECAME FAMOUS. I ALSO WROTE MUSIC WITH BURT, A LONG TIME AGO. WE MADE PROMISSES TO EACH OTHER ABOUT IF THE SONGS THAT I HELPED HIM WITH BECAME HITS THAT HE WOULD REACH BACK FOR ME,…. WELL, THE SONGS ROCKETED HIS CAREER NON STOP. BURT PUT AN ADD IN THE NEWSPAPER, THAT I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT. THAT IS WHY I HAD TO OPPOLOGIZE TO BURT. WELL HE HAD CAME TO THE NEIGHBORHOOD LOOKING FOR ME AND SOME HATERS TOLD HIM I WAS DEAD AND HE THOUGHT IT WAS SO, ALL THE TIME IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED HONESTLY, BUT I DID NOT DIE. THAT IS WHY R. KELLY OPOLOGIZED TO ME.
NOW YEARS LATER I HAVE TWO TWIN DAUGHTERS, AND I KNOW OF THE TAPE R. KELLY MADE. NOW THE MOTHER OF MY BABIES DOES NOT REALLY APROVE OF THE PERSON SHE MET. SHE HAS A LOT OF MORALS AND CHARECTER ACTUALLY, AND I HAVE CHANGED FROM MY OLD WILD AND CRAZY BEHAVIOR AND I ANNOT SHOW HER HOW MUCH OF A CHANGE I HAVE MADE OTHER THAN I DO NOTHING! OUT OF ALL THE SONGS I HAVE MADE AND GIVEN AWAY THINKING THAT IT WAS IN GOOD FAITH, I HAVE NOT EVEN PRODUCED THE CREDITS OF ONE SONG, OR ENOUGH ROYALTIES THE EVEN MENTION THE SUBJECT, SO I CAN’T AND I DONT AND SHE WOULD RATHER TELL THE GIRLS THAT I DIED AND BECAUSE I AM BROKE RIGHT NOW I AM NOT IN ANY POSITION TO SAY NOTHING, NOT ONE WORD. SO I REALLY AM HURTING TEN TIMES WORSE THAN WHAT PEOPLE SEE ON THE OUTSIDE AND I STILL SNEAK AND SE THE GIRLS BEHIND HER BACK, AND I HAVE TO CONSIDER THE FACT THAT I AM APPRECIATIVE TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO THEM, SO I CAN’T MENTION A WORD ABOUT WHO I AM TO THEM OR I COULD END UP HAVING TO PAY MONEY TO THE GIRLS THROUGH THE STATE WITH TWO ACCOUNTS THAT BELONGS TO THE GIRLS, AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS IT IS GONNA COME RIGHT OUT OF THE GIRLS POCKETS WHEN THEY GET OLDER AND IF IT IS NOT ENOUGH MONEY I WILL END UP IN JAIL. SO, IT IS ACTUALLY SUIASIDE IF I GIVE HER ANY REASON AT ALL, RIGHT NOW, SHE IS GIVING ME A BREAK SEEING THAT I DONT ASSOCIATE MYSELF ANYMORE. AND IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW I AM NOT GETTING ANY HELP FROM ANYONE, AND I DONT KNOW ?
WHILE I DO LOVE THE GIRLS AND THE PEOPLE WHO REALLY KNOW ME CAN SEE IT FOR THEMSELVES. SO I HAVE FEELINGS ABOUT R. KELLY’S TAPE AND I HAVE NOT SEEN IT YET BECAUSE I DONT THINK I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I CAN NOT HANDLE,…. KNOWING THAT I WROTE SONGS THAT CRASHED THE POP CHARTS AND THE BILLBOARDS ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT NOBODY REALLY CARES AND I CAN NOT GO INTO EVERYTHING,…. SO I KEEP A POSITIVE ATTITUDE AND I CAN NOT GIVE UP BECAUSE IT MAY NOT FEEL GOOD NOW AND WHAT I NEED IS COPYWRITES CAUSE MY MUSIC HAS BEEN SELLING ITSELF SO FAR, AND THAT IS WHAT IT IS WRITEN FOR SO YOU LEARN THE EASY WAY OR THE HARD WAY TO APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE GOT AND DON’T DARE LOOK AT WHAT YOU DONT, AND IF I GOT TO TELL MYSELF ONE MORE GIN I’M GONNA GO FIGURE OUT WHY DID I BREAK MY OWN NECK ? DONT LOOK AT ME, SERIOUSLY.
JUST THINK ABOUT THE GIRLS, I WANT THEM BOTH TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE.

I SEE YOU LIKE THAT, NOW DONT YA,……………HUHH,…. SAY IT ! SAY IT ! NOW DON’T YA LIKE THAT ? I WANT TO HERE YOU GIRLFRIEND ! LOUDER! NOW HOW MANY PAIRS OF JEANS WILL IT TAKE FOR ONE QUEEN ? IT IS OKAY NOW,… I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, THATS RIGHT I SAID YOU TO KNOW I GOT EYES I CAN SEE,…… YOU ARE LOOKING BEAUTIFUL, INDEED !
NOW BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING,……. OH YEAH THATS RIGHT,….. OH, I CAN NOT HEAR THE VIDEOS,.. IT IS OKAY,… I AM ABOUT TO GO BACK AGAIN TODAY AND SEE IF I CAN GET THIS DRIVERS LICENCE AGAIN,…. BECAUSE GOD DID THAT SONG LAST NIGHT IT SOUNDS TO GOOD FOR ME TO THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE I COULD NOT SEE ANYBODIES THAT THERE WAS NOT SOME ONE THERE,…….. I KNOW TO EVERYBODY ELSE I GOT TO BEING KIND OF DIFFERENT AFTER I LEFT THE COMPUTER ROOM,…. ALL THEY SAW WAS ME,…. THAT SONG SOUNDS TO GOOD FOR ME TO THINK IT WAS JUST A LUCKY DAY. OKAY, I SAID IT,…. DRE AND QUINTON DOWN AT OUTKAST WAS RIGHT,… AND AGAIN I WAS WRONG,… THERE IS DEFINATLY A MIDAS OR MASTER TOUCH AROUND HERE,… AND YOU GOT TO BELEAVE ME IT IS GODS WORK, MAYBE I PUT SOME EFFORT INTO IT BUT THE PRODUCED PRODUCT OF THE PROFORMANCE IS THE PROPERTY OF GOD,.. I WAS JUST THERE SOMEHOW AND,…. I DON’T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT,…. SO NO COMMENT PLEASE,… I GUESS ? BUT YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE?,…. FETTY CHICAGO
PEACE,…………..
TAKE IT EASY,…
AND KEEP IT MOVING,….